Welcome to my super-duper totally exclusive webpage!

Synopsis

a lost soul who would be a totally different person in a reality where he didn't feel like an outcast.

This page is my own digital "diary" of sorts meant to feed your curiosity.

I don't plan to have secret pages, too much work

- Disclaimer: -

some activity displayed here is not to be taken seriously. i use explicit, sometimes "threatening-sounding" language to vent my frustrations and a lot of what i say is based on how im feeling rather than what is actually happening to me.

murder the government. kill all nazis.

Some of the stickers on the left are links to important pages. I do not idolize killers, nor do I glorify suicide (and I'd advise you to do the same). I hold these cases close to heart and their presence and existence in this world should be frequently adknowledged because they highlight some of the most relevant issues plaguing American communities from mental illness to gun safety/control, chronic internet use, etc. and I link them here to serve as a memorial for the innocent lives lost in hopes of maintaining their truths and demolishing misconception.

Currently, (as of 6/16/25) there is no page/official source dedicated to the case of electropsyoptica (disembodiedlover, vulcanrebel) like there is with Sol Pais and I don't believe there will be so, I will give a quick rundown of my CURRENT understanding: Like Sol, she had a deep infatuation with Eric Harris and created a few neocities pages detailing her inner thoughts and grievances, as well as digital scans of her handwritten journal. It is possible she took inspiration from Sol given the similarities between the two cases, however, this is not confirmed. She tragically took her life and passed away on April 20, 2023. Her friends and family have expressed they would like their privacy when it comes to the circumstances surrounding her death so, I will not be putting any more info here than I already have. If you must hear her story, hear it as she told it, not by bothering the people who lost her. I am only telling bits of her story to express how there is more to the "Columbine effect" than school shootings and mass killings. There are confused, lost people out there like Sol who feel connected to the killers that end up taking their lives as a result of a severe mental illness, with zero intentions of hurting others. It is important for communities to learn from these incidents and it is important for each of us to remember there is always hope.